Hi bloggers, it's been quite sometime since I last wrote down my thoughts. Some people would ask me why I stopped and my answer would be I really had nothing of importance to write down. My life just got so busy with taking care of my Mom's financial business as she is 95 years old. I really don't want to write about that adventure; however I will say it is very hard to see your Mom getting old and watching her adjust to a new environment.
This past September I fractured my left shoulder. So now I am in physical therapy three times a week. I am also a breast cancer survivor and I have had to visit a whole lot of physicians for follow ups. I am glad that all things are stable in my physical body.
It seems like all I do is visit doctors. Tomorrow I go in for an ultrasound. Hopefully this will come out normal; but I am not a normal person, so who knows.
To say I have been hiding out of the limelight would be a good way to address my behavior.
The times we are living through are the most eventful and fast moving times, I believe, in the history of the earth. There are many souls that are leaving the earth realm; many disasters are happening on every level of our living planet. Some are man-made, others are natural. The land we are standing on is not as stable as it once was.
So with that being said, what can we earthlings do about it. In truth....Nothing. We are as much the victim as the victorious. We are here in our physical bodies until the trumpet roars; and we are once again released into our natural abode - the spiritual dimension. All we can do is wait and live out our dreams.
Sunday, December 8, 2013
Monday, August 19, 2013
AGING WITH GRACE AND FORTITUDE
The Health System doesn't allow older people to age with grace and fortitude. I too have been pulled into this awful system. What is wrong with living your last years with dignity, what's wrong with children who jump the gun and decide what their aging parents need?
I think I was pulled into that vortex, Mom will be taken care of and we kids won't have too worry. She isn't eating regularly... yet we were there leaving her food and cooking for her. So what if she slept late, wore her PJ's until after 12 noon. So what. She earned it, she raised us five children, four girls and one boy; and put up with the man who she loved, even against his constant illnesses. She deserves to live her life out in a quiet environment. A damn hospital...the place she never wanted to go to. I worked hard getting her apartment and other senior things that she was entitled to; and then I too, gave in. I am so full of guilt for being part of this plot; and forever full of sorrow that I allowed myself to be fooled that my gypsy Italian momma would ever be happy in a place like that. It's as if I trimmed off her wings .. so she could never fly again.
Tomorrow I will see if I can get her back into her apartment. I pray that I can. Maybe the next time a emergency happens...God will be ready to welcome her back to heaven, where she belongs. Believe me there is far more to this story; but to what degree do you take it...so I will take the blame and if need be I will have a room available at my house.
More to follow... but will it be written.. only time will tell.
I think I was pulled into that vortex, Mom will be taken care of and we kids won't have too worry. She isn't eating regularly... yet we were there leaving her food and cooking for her. So what if she slept late, wore her PJ's until after 12 noon. So what. She earned it, she raised us five children, four girls and one boy; and put up with the man who she loved, even against his constant illnesses. She deserves to live her life out in a quiet environment. A damn hospital...the place she never wanted to go to. I worked hard getting her apartment and other senior things that she was entitled to; and then I too, gave in. I am so full of guilt for being part of this plot; and forever full of sorrow that I allowed myself to be fooled that my gypsy Italian momma would ever be happy in a place like that. It's as if I trimmed off her wings .. so she could never fly again.
Tomorrow I will see if I can get her back into her apartment. I pray that I can. Maybe the next time a emergency happens...God will be ready to welcome her back to heaven, where she belongs. Believe me there is far more to this story; but to what degree do you take it...so I will take the blame and if need be I will have a room available at my house.
More to follow... but will it be written.. only time will tell.
Friday, May 3, 2013
THE JOURNEY of CHANGES
Have you noticed that not all children born of the same family have the same memories of their parents. It is because each individual processes their life through different time cycles. No one is ever on the same time cycle as the other and we all think and feel very different. Sometimes the conversations we have with someone; unless it is totally with your own self; is totally different. We even see different than the other person; our color patterns are also varied. Sight, sound, and interpretation are also quite different. We are different patterns of the same ecological system.
When you state to someone... I understand. You really don't understand. You try to relate what the topic is to your memory of something similar. Of course, this is really not possible...because we are all different beings..with different programs we are virtually running.
The closest we come to deep understanding is by...keeping silent and listening with our hearts..this is called "compassion", "caring", "loving", our fellow human.
But naturally it is the HARDEST part of our Journey.
As we mature into an adult human...we should have mastered the art of listening. Some have; most have not. Those that have will be closer to completion on this earth sojourn; those that haven't will review and repeat the process of life here.
When you state to someone... I understand. You really don't understand. You try to relate what the topic is to your memory of something similar. Of course, this is really not possible...because we are all different beings..with different programs we are virtually running.
The closest we come to deep understanding is by...keeping silent and listening with our hearts..this is called "compassion", "caring", "loving", our fellow human.
But naturally it is the HARDEST part of our Journey.
As we mature into an adult human...we should have mastered the art of listening. Some have; most have not. Those that have will be closer to completion on this earth sojourn; those that haven't will review and repeat the process of life here.
THE AGE OF MIRACLES
I am beginning to realize that more than ever my intuitive gifts are expanding and my mystical nature is coming further and further up to the surface. I believe that this era of the Path of Mankind should be rightly called: The Age Of Miracles.
Now what do I write?????
My thoughts keep showing me a picture of St Padre Pio... He was an extraordinary human being. He had Faith... Strength and fortitude..he believed and even talked to his Angels. He could read the consciousness of his followers. People that knew him or who were able to visit him at the Monastery in Italy...were always in awe of his abilities to see through them. I would imagine some were extremely afraid of any encounter with this great Saint. As a teenager I can remember my Grandfather telling me about this Great Italian Priest with the stigmata. "His hands bleed the blood of the Christos." My Grandfather was a very holy man, and for him to relate this story to me was short of a miracle in itself, because Grandpa spoke only in Italian with lots of hand gestures. Yet I understood every word he said to me; and I did not speak or understand Italian - "the grownups language".
Now what do I write?????
My thoughts keep showing me a picture of St Padre Pio... He was an extraordinary human being. He had Faith... Strength and fortitude..he believed and even talked to his Angels. He could read the consciousness of his followers. People that knew him or who were able to visit him at the Monastery in Italy...were always in awe of his abilities to see through them. I would imagine some were extremely afraid of any encounter with this great Saint. As a teenager I can remember my Grandfather telling me about this Great Italian Priest with the stigmata. "His hands bleed the blood of the Christos." My Grandfather was a very holy man, and for him to relate this story to me was short of a miracle in itself, because Grandpa spoke only in Italian with lots of hand gestures. Yet I understood every word he said to me; and I did not speak or understand Italian - "the grownups language".
ENERGY CHALLENGES ... (Part 1)
I haven't blogged for quite sometime. I could say I was too busy, too tired, not feeling well; but the truth is I just didn't have anything to say. Life has its way of just moving along...the hours tick on..whether we want them to or not. Nothing can stop Father Time... The Earth moves along on it's destined path, as do all the celestial wonders. Man is just one tiny organism in a huge star system. ( The Alpha and the Omega.)
This Universe has a system; and mankind is but one of many species; here on Earth and throughout eternity.
We human's are the ship of the Soul; we can and do exist to play out our ideas and with trial and error we achieve small steps in our ascension path. On our current calendar it is the year 2013 AD. This seems so small a number in comparison to the antiquity of our Planet. In reality this Earth Rock has been around for trillion + years. Back in the early 1970's I read a book...it's title evades my thought; but it described many many past civilizations that once called Earth their home. I will admit it made my head swim. My world had been so small...young children to take care of...I never conceived of anything more than my small world. This book enlarged my view of earth...it opened my mind up to other avenues of thought. Knowledge is Power ... someone once said; but the news of past civilizations and different continents...blew my small mind away. I had to step back and rethink all the things I had learned in school. NO ONE taught what I had just read.
One part of this book told about a "battery" that was found deep within the earth...the scientists could not explain it; but it was valid proof of a civilization that had matured to where we are today.
Anyway it opened up my eyes to many other possibilities...and I began to think in a larger circle than before. Names like Lemeria and Atlantis became real places; not storybook tales. But the Earth has so many mysteries and it boggles ones mind to think about all the other realities that may or may not have existed. There began my search for the Star people. I don't overly search for them; because part of me is still fearful of the unknown; as I am sure most people can synthesize with me on this analyst.
I do know that we are Energy and we will survive. Death of our physical body just allows the release of this energy; and no energy can ever be lost. (Just changed.)
This Universe has a system; and mankind is but one of many species; here on Earth and throughout eternity.
We human's are the ship of the Soul; we can and do exist to play out our ideas and with trial and error we achieve small steps in our ascension path. On our current calendar it is the year 2013 AD. This seems so small a number in comparison to the antiquity of our Planet. In reality this Earth Rock has been around for trillion + years. Back in the early 1970's I read a book...it's title evades my thought; but it described many many past civilizations that once called Earth their home. I will admit it made my head swim. My world had been so small...young children to take care of...I never conceived of anything more than my small world. This book enlarged my view of earth...it opened my mind up to other avenues of thought. Knowledge is Power ... someone once said; but the news of past civilizations and different continents...blew my small mind away. I had to step back and rethink all the things I had learned in school. NO ONE taught what I had just read.
One part of this book told about a "battery" that was found deep within the earth...the scientists could not explain it; but it was valid proof of a civilization that had matured to where we are today.
Anyway it opened up my eyes to many other possibilities...and I began to think in a larger circle than before. Names like Lemeria and Atlantis became real places; not storybook tales. But the Earth has so many mysteries and it boggles ones mind to think about all the other realities that may or may not have existed. There began my search for the Star people. I don't overly search for them; because part of me is still fearful of the unknown; as I am sure most people can synthesize with me on this analyst.
I do know that we are Energy and we will survive. Death of our physical body just allows the release of this energy; and no energy can ever be lost. (Just changed.)
Sunday, March 3, 2013
ENERGY SHIFTS
Have you noticed that your life is not the same as it was two months ago, two years ago? Changes in our space have been rapidly changing. Have you noticed that the things that made you happy, or kept your interest no longer appeal to you? Have you noticed that there has been a tremendous change to the people who have been clinging to your life force. They have seemingly forsaken you for other avenues of interest.
Some of these changes make you feel better, lighter and some hurt. You want to reach out and say stop don't desert me; but you can't or won't. Change is always for the best, it is our way of growing in strength.
I learned a very painful lesson about honesty a few days ago. Someone whom I looked up to since my childhood taught me this lesson. I can't change what happened and as of today this situation still exists. It was and is a hard lesson, my mind is still holding on to this event and although I would like to move on and give this situation to a higher power...the facts still remain.
I also know that anything HIDDEN will be revealed; and this is the part of the "Energy Shifts".
The polarity of the Earth has shifted. Scientist report that there was a shift in the polarity of the North and South Poles. The new area of the North Pole is closer to Russia now. This shift has also altered our way of thinking too. "As above so it is below". I know I find myself wanting to stabilize my thoughts and to meditate more. So I enjoy solitude. The buzz of my phone annoys me; also the television and all the "important" news reports.
If you too are experiencing any of the above things I mentioned ... just realize it is just the energy shifts.
The FUTURE is only a hope of what will be; but TODAY is all that there really is; and if TOMORROW you get to do it all again...be thankful!
Blessings....
Some of these changes make you feel better, lighter and some hurt. You want to reach out and say stop don't desert me; but you can't or won't. Change is always for the best, it is our way of growing in strength.
I learned a very painful lesson about honesty a few days ago. Someone whom I looked up to since my childhood taught me this lesson. I can't change what happened and as of today this situation still exists. It was and is a hard lesson, my mind is still holding on to this event and although I would like to move on and give this situation to a higher power...the facts still remain.
I also know that anything HIDDEN will be revealed; and this is the part of the "Energy Shifts".
The polarity of the Earth has shifted. Scientist report that there was a shift in the polarity of the North and South Poles. The new area of the North Pole is closer to Russia now. This shift has also altered our way of thinking too. "As above so it is below". I know I find myself wanting to stabilize my thoughts and to meditate more. So I enjoy solitude. The buzz of my phone annoys me; also the television and all the "important" news reports.
If you too are experiencing any of the above things I mentioned ... just realize it is just the energy shifts.
The FUTURE is only a hope of what will be; but TODAY is all that there really is; and if TOMORROW you get to do it all again...be thankful!
Blessings....
Sunday, February 24, 2013
THE WOMAN AT THE GATE
Sitting at this magnificent gate of gold was a woman adorn in rags. On the ground next to her sat a wooden bowl.
Everyday carriages past through this gate...but none ever came back through again. In the carriages there were some passengers who were joyful and some that were sad. Some ordered the coachman to stop and they gave money or food to the woman. Some just scorned or cursed at the delay. They were in a hurry to travel on.
There were people of every nationality and every walk of life. "Hurry on some yelled" at any delay not caring if the horses were becoming lame.
On the other side of the gate a path would open up and the carriage would drive through. One path lead to a quicksand bog which sucked the carriage up to the muffled cries of the occupants, another pathway led to a beautiful bridge with streaming flowers of white and gold flowing down the sides; the sky was blue with clouds of cotton puffs and rainbow lights aglow.
This is a portion of Heaven and Hell. A dream you say that never will. But I tell you, that even the most beautiful of beings can outwardly appear as good and make you fall in love, but still inside they are the ugliest of beings. So beware.
One day a Cinderella carriage came upon the woman at the gate, the occupant was a beautiful Lady with flowing hair and blue/eyes. She smiled and opened her door to invite the rag lady in. She said to her it will be alright for you have earned your keep. Come now with me through the gate for I have a place for you.
~RoseAnn Procopio~
Everyday carriages past through this gate...but none ever came back through again. In the carriages there were some passengers who were joyful and some that were sad. Some ordered the coachman to stop and they gave money or food to the woman. Some just scorned or cursed at the delay. They were in a hurry to travel on.
There were people of every nationality and every walk of life. "Hurry on some yelled" at any delay not caring if the horses were becoming lame.
On the other side of the gate a path would open up and the carriage would drive through. One path lead to a quicksand bog which sucked the carriage up to the muffled cries of the occupants, another pathway led to a beautiful bridge with streaming flowers of white and gold flowing down the sides; the sky was blue with clouds of cotton puffs and rainbow lights aglow.
This is a portion of Heaven and Hell. A dream you say that never will. But I tell you, that even the most beautiful of beings can outwardly appear as good and make you fall in love, but still inside they are the ugliest of beings. So beware.
One day a Cinderella carriage came upon the woman at the gate, the occupant was a beautiful Lady with flowing hair and blue/eyes. She smiled and opened her door to invite the rag lady in. She said to her it will be alright for you have earned your keep. Come now with me through the gate for I have a place for you.
~RoseAnn Procopio~
Sunday, February 17, 2013
WHAT JUST HAPPENED...FEB 15, 2013
Our space ship earth is passing through a intense portal; we have seen two meteorites pass through the night sky and one asteroid which exploded 50 miles out in space over Russia. Had this asteroid hit it would have had the impact of a few atomic bombs..and would have caused greater damage then it did.
Today Sunday night 9:57 pm on Feb. 17, 2013, as I sit here in my room typing I can hear the wind pounding outside; and I am wondering IF this isn't the Space Winds caused by this asteroid. It is freezing outside too.
It's probably unconnected but kind of strange too.
Our world is changing all around us on so many levels. Physical, Spiritual, even down to the smallest spectrum or molecule. A friend of mine called me tonight and told me that he had a strange occurrence happen to him. Two White Birds flew around his house today. They were not afraid of him, he threw them bread; but they didn't eat any..just flew together around him; they made him feel so happy. So he naturally asked me what I thought of this event. Birds..whiter than the whitest white he had ever seen! My internal feeling wasn't one of happiness but of sadness. Although I can not put my thoughts on why I felt sad. Perhaps this will be clarified in the future. White birds can be heralds of both happiness, and death. I felt death. I hope I am wrong.
So in this challenging time of immense change...here we are...witnesses to the changing times. My only hope is that those that are survivors of the future...will have the necessary substances to exist here to pursue their passions. Others will be made aware of the WHY's and WHY NOT'S of their future.
The future is only a dream of what might be, the present is how we are creating, the past is non-existent.
So let us create our dreams; but envision yourself there..and may the spirit of righteousness be your guardian along the way.
Today Sunday night 9:57 pm on Feb. 17, 2013, as I sit here in my room typing I can hear the wind pounding outside; and I am wondering IF this isn't the Space Winds caused by this asteroid. It is freezing outside too.
It's probably unconnected but kind of strange too.
Our world is changing all around us on so many levels. Physical, Spiritual, even down to the smallest spectrum or molecule. A friend of mine called me tonight and told me that he had a strange occurrence happen to him. Two White Birds flew around his house today. They were not afraid of him, he threw them bread; but they didn't eat any..just flew together around him; they made him feel so happy. So he naturally asked me what I thought of this event. Birds..whiter than the whitest white he had ever seen! My internal feeling wasn't one of happiness but of sadness. Although I can not put my thoughts on why I felt sad. Perhaps this will be clarified in the future. White birds can be heralds of both happiness, and death. I felt death. I hope I am wrong.
So in this challenging time of immense change...here we are...witnesses to the changing times. My only hope is that those that are survivors of the future...will have the necessary substances to exist here to pursue their passions. Others will be made aware of the WHY's and WHY NOT'S of their future.
The future is only a dream of what might be, the present is how we are creating, the past is non-existent.
So let us create our dreams; but envision yourself there..and may the spirit of righteousness be your guardian along the way.
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