Do you ever feel that you are just WAITING? You are not sure of what you are waiting for but you feel that you are at a standstill...just viewing reality as it passes you by. You look at others and wonder what makes them who they are and you look at yourself and wonder why you are you. Did I miss the boat? Did the others go forward and leave me here, waiting without the knowledge or strength to find the way out of the maze? Somehow all the struggles seem in vain, to what purpose do I attain?
I have neither the strength or the calling to move forward. I find myself in the River of Life, clinging to the wall, not with fear of being sweep away; but without the desire to move ahead. In my heart I know that one cannot just ignore the future; for the seconds and minutes just click on...TIME never sits still NOR does it WAIT for you it has no memory in of itself; but that which you give it. TIME is what it is...and us MORTAL beings watch it and write its history.
I THINK I AM JUST TIRED...tired of trying to figure out the whys and wheres of my life. I am tired of people assessing your value, and having all these IDEA's to HELP you. FOR the moment in TIME I choose to cling to the wall and just let TIME progress without my concepts. I need to REST from the fast pace...and once I am rested I will again venture out into the UNKNOWN. ~ RA PROCOPIO
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